During the Soviet occupation in the 1940s and 1950s, tens of thousands of Estonians were arrested and deported to Siberia. Among them were Imbi Paju's mother and her twin sister. For those who grew up in the time of the terror, denial of memories has been the only way to survive. Memories Denied emerged from Imbi Paju's need to understand her mother's experiences. She has interviewed people who lived through the Soviet occupation of Estonia in psychoanalytical and philosophical terms, in which the traumatic experiences suffered by an individual are set against the background of major historical events. Memories Denied shows us how the tragedy of an individual family repeated over and over gradually becomes a national tragedy, a part of the collective but interrupted European narrative, silenced by the occupations and practical politics. The weakening and destroying of memory, of intimacy, and of family ties was one of the goals of Sovietization.
Imbi Paju Libri
Autrice, giornalista e regista, il suo lavoro approfondisce temi di identità, memoria e trauma storico, in particolare nel contesto dell'era sovietica e del suo impatto sulle narrazioni personali e nazionali. Attingendo ampiamente all'esperienza personale e alla storia familiare, esplora le intricate connessioni tra passato e presente. Attraverso il cinema documentario e la scrittura, esamina le relazioni transfrontaliere e i contributi delle donne nel corso della storia. Le sue creazioni offrono un ritratto intimo ma universale della resilienza umana e della ricerca di comprensione.


Estland! Wo bist Du?
Verdrängte Erinnerungen
Das Buch der estnischen Regisseurin und Autorin Imbi Paju beschreibt die Erlebnisse der Mutter der Autorin in sowjetischen Arbeitslagern, die aufeinanderfolgenden Besetzungen Estlands durch die Sowjetunion, Nazideutschland und erneut durch die UdSSR sowie die Versuche totalitärer Regime, die menschliche Erinnerung zu zerstören. Die Familiengeschichte der Autorin wird vor dem Hintergrund der Geschichte Estlands seit dem frühen 20. Jahrhundert erzählt und in diesem „impressionistischen Buch“ mit der Geschichte Estland verwoben und auch kontrastiert. Die deutsche Ausgabe „ESTLAND! WO BIST DU?“ ist nach der finnischen, estnischen, schwedischen, englischen und russischen Übersetzung bereits die sechste Version von Imbi Pajus Buch, das in Schweden und Finnland jahrelang auf den Bestsellerlisten stand.